I’m a believer in karma and signs. I’m also an embracer of free-will and accepting what is.
I simply have to share the absurdity of my experience yesterday.
My recent relationship was plagued with communication issues due to technology, and legit the poor guy went through three phones in two months. I once received a heartfelt email from him saying… “please don’t think it’s anything else for I cherish this relationship and am committed to us”
Insert the other plague… I guess we differ on the word commit. At his heart I don’t think so, yet circumstances say….
This guy contacts me out of the blue last week and asks me out on a date. My heart & mind are saying NO! I’m still in love. My circumstances say… well, where is this love? Acceptance.
I accept my circumstance and I accept the date.
It was supposed to be Saturday after I said no to a gazillion pleas for during the week and honestly I was holding out for the love to call… nope, nothing 😦
Friday rolls around and I haven’t heard anything, from my love or potential date guy. Thinking on my recent experience in reaching out when not responded to, is a lesson learned so I think… Oh well. Phew! No date. No way am I reaching out from my end.
Sunday he calls, we talk… he laughs and says “I lost track of my days” Deja-vu is setting in. Seriously like 😳
We talk about our weekend and he bought a canoe which interests me (idk but I’m ready to be active & have fun) and we decide on meeting for coffee Monday morning. I’m thinking phew, coffee and I come home and one more day for the love to call… nope, nothing.
He texts first thing “good morning!” Ugh 😑 now I’m thinking it may not be fair to this poor guy to go but… he’s already lacking in integrity so. Wth.
Here’s what I’m taking away from this… firstly, I spelled dinner/diner and said no instead of know 🤣😂
Secondly… nowhere in there did he say I’m sorry. Red flag dude. Nope.
Thirdly… Say what with the demand at the end!???
Have fun in your canoe of one. I’ve learned my lesson.
Ok you could say it’s the Universe saying… be patient, wait. The one will call. Right now… I love you Universe, but I ain’t bitin. He’s got free will and I’m not in his.
What I will say is. I know my value & worth. Forget your days but I’m unforgettable 🏹🔥💪🏼💃🏻
It is weird though. So weird. That’s life, living extraordinary 😉
Tomorrow I’m out… on my terms in a sea of concert goers and freedom.
I think the next guy may need to be an IT geek, know Morse code or send smoke signals.